The Slow Burn

I love these fantasy worlds i read about every day. The world where people find each other and have problems together and are better because of it. I love these bullshit fantasy worlds. Two people can find each other and instantly connect and you always have the idea that everything is going to be okay. You can always skip a page to see the out come, breath a sigh of relief and then return to the previous page.

I feel like a story with no solid stream of consciousness. I feel like if i told my story how it goes, it would be graded “F-”. There would be many unanswered questions, many goals never obtained and who knows, the ending may suck. I want to be more, I need to be more. That path unfortunately isn’t on the current one I’m on. That path, lies just outside my step right to the side. There’s a good chance that if i miss, i cannot return to my current path or any path for that much.

I truly don’t know what awaits me on that path. I don’t just want that path, I lust for it.

I Just need to take that leap.